Sunday, 5 April 2015

My current emaan

Assalamu' alaykum,

It's been a while since my last proper post, and I was pretty low in my emaan at that point, just reading through a bit of it now is quite shocking how low I actually was. Alhamdulillah even though my emaan is not as high as I would like it to be, I'm not feeling the way I was back then. Alhamdulillah I am proud to be a muslim and I pray that Allah continuously guides me and my family upon the straight path, ameen. I really should be making more time for my deen, I find it hard to balance everything in my life, and this darn internet can be a big distraction :/ I was speaking to my eldest daughter just yesterday about how in the first year or so of my becoming a muslim I would read so much, that was my nightly routine, but then we got a computer, hooked up to the internet and slowly slowly it took me away from reading my books. I suppose it comes down to disciplining yourself, but it's not always easy. So that's something I would like to start implementing again, even if I just start with switching the computer off for one night and reading, hopefully that will help my motivation to grow insha Allah, I need it for my sake & my kids.


Anonymous said...

Umm Tayibah bint Alfonso:

As salaam alaykum, I recently read the attached article and just now I came across your blog on a random search for a different random thing, but it's amazing how Allah provides for His creation and He is al hakeemul aleem.I hope you can also bebefit from this sister's reflections. Barakallahu feeki.

Naimah said...

Wa alaykum assalam sis,

Yes I agree, and insha Allah I will take a look, barakallaahu feeki x